This stuff with my little girl is killing me. I am so helpless in all of this. I feel like things are always “unique” and I can't ever find a place to express my anger. I am not allowed to be mad at "the boy" for touching Bella because he's down syndrome. I can't be mad at "my friend" who was responsible for Bella when it happened because we share the same social network. But I feel so angry. So so angry. I feel like I am on the verge of a breakdown.