Why do you find it so difficult to love me? Why have you ALWAYS found it so difficult to accept me completely? Why do you struggle finding peace in your decision to be with me? I just don't understand.
I remember the day you knelt down on your knee in the snow and asked me to be your wife. I remember feeling like the LUCKIEST girl in the world. I remember feeling such relief that the ups and downs of our dating relationship and your indecisiveness were OVER! I waited patiently, even though it hurt me, when you wanted to break up and then be together and then break up just so you could make sure you were able to venture out, but I understood.
Now I don't.
