Monday, November 11, 2013

Lately.

Lately I feel like I'm spinning into an oblivion.



I am wounded and I am not scabbing over.  I want to be a scar.  You can't hurt a scar.  You can see a scar and you absolutely remember how it got there but, unlike an open wound or a scab, you can't hurt a scar.

After all these years my pain is still too raw.  Raw feels awful.  Raw feels vulnerable.  Raw feels sensitive.  Raw feels like spinning.

Help.
Alice.

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  1. I hear you. And it sucks. It absolutely sucks.

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    1. What do we do? I suppose just keep fighting through right? Fight for our kids, fight for our friends, fight for our families, fight for ourselves, fight for our lives, fight for our happiness… I will if you will.

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