Lately I feel like I'm spinning into an oblivion.
I am wounded and I am not scabbing over. I want to be a scar. You can't hurt a scar. You can see a scar and you absolutely remember how it got there but, unlike an open wound or a scab, you can't hurt a scar.
After all these years my pain is still too raw. Raw feels awful. Raw feels vulnerable. Raw feels sensitive. Raw feels like spinning.
Help.
Alice.
I hear you. And it sucks. It absolutely sucks.
ReplyDeleteWhat do we do? I suppose just keep fighting through right? Fight for our kids, fight for our friends, fight for our families, fight for ourselves, fight for our lives, fight for our happiness… I will if you will.
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